I'm lost.

Source 1.

When I was little whenever people asked me what I wanted to do I never had an answer! I figured out that as I got older it would come to be but it never did. After school I went to college, where I studied Business Studies which I enjoyed. This led me on to choose to do a Business related course at university which at first I did enjoy. I quickly realised though that it was a lot of what I had already done but I stuck with it. This year though I have been really unhappy. I don't really like the course is for me but I don't know what other options I have.

I am filled with dread every night before Uni, and early morning I am unable to drag myself out of bed. Whats even worse is that I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I just keep telling myself if I take it one step at a time I'll be fine.

Sometimes I feel like my blog is the other thing that keeps me sane! This post was so random but I just had to get it off my chest as it's driving me insane. Did you always have it figured out or are you still figuring out along the way?

Love Sarah

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Instagram Monthly-December 2014

1. Christmas Dinner 2. Boarding passes 3. Beautiful Austria 4. Christmas Markets 5. Austria 6. Pink lemonade and iced tea 7. Christmas wreath 8. Chocolate strawberries at Clothes Show 9. Our Christmassy house.

Love Sarah

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I'm back! New Year Resolutions!

I'm back and this time with a happier post, I'm hoping to get my Austria pictures up soon but first I'm going to redesign my blog so we'll see. This post is going to be about my resolutions for 2015. I am now one of those people that has the longest list ever and there doesn't succeed at any of them I have a small realistic list of things I could actually do this year.

1) Get into better shape and take more care of my body. Simple as that, I want to pay more attention into what I'm putting into my body and look after myself. I also want to exercise more, but I'm not making realistic commitments to the Gym like last year. 

2) Learn to drive. I'll be 20 in April and not being about to drive is a massive barrier for me and it's got to a point where I hate relying on people to drive me everywhere especially with my boyfriends family living in Cornwall and this Christmas was a nightmare without trains. I have a car, I should be able to drive it.

3) Spend more time with family and put more effort in. Between us my boyfriend and I have a lot of family and to be perfectly honest I love spending time with them. I've made a conscious effort to make sure I see my Mum more which is great for both of us. I've also been ordering off Avon from my boyfriends brothers girlfriend which is great, because I'm supporting her but also I actually love a lot of their stuff! 

4) Blog more. I feel like everyone has this resolution but the reason I blog is because I love writing but also because it is good to clear my mind from university. I plain on doing a redesign and committing to a certain amount of posts a week.

5) Figure out my future. My university course isn't really for me, I wish it was but it's not and I need to figure out what I'm going to do about it so that I can be happier and also have some kind of plan for the future.

What are your Resolutions for this year?

Love Sarah

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