Tuesday, 13 January 2015

I'm lost.

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When I was little whenever people asked me what I wanted to do I never had an answer! I figured out that as I got older it would come to be but it never did. After school I went to college, where I studied Business Studies which I enjoyed. This led me on to choose to do a Business related course at university which at first I did enjoy. I quickly realised though that it was a lot of what I had already done but I stuck with it. This year though I have been really unhappy. I don't really like the course is for me but I don't know what other options I have.

I am filled with dread every night before Uni, and early morning I am unable to drag myself out of bed. Whats even worse is that I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I just keep telling myself if I take it one step at a time I'll be fine.

Sometimes I feel like my blog is the other thing that keeps me sane! This post was so random but I just had to get it off my chest as it's driving me insane. Did you always have it figured out or are you still figuring out along the way?
Love Sarah




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  1. You're not alone, don't worry! I struggled a lot with first year of Psychology, nearly dropped out, and barely showed up to the point where I nearly got kicked out. I've stuck with it, and I constantly wonder whether it's the right choice. Tbh my current plan is to graduate and get into accountancy. I've also contemplated being a police officer! If you want to, stick with it. If you don't, change courses. If you want to go out and work, do it! Don't let the expectations of other people control what you do.
    It's comforting to know I'm not the only one with the same dilemma. I'm sure we'll get to where we want to be some day. :)

    Danielle x
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    1. That was so lovely to hear! Thank you, I'm in my second year and I wanted to just push though and graduate but I'm not sure if that's going to even happen. It's nice to know I'm not the only one. :)

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